HOLY SHIT I LOST 10 POUNDS IN 2 WEEKS. you bet im drinking an ice coffee. venti white choc mocha with nonfat milk=450 calories. i burned 600 calories at my workout this morning. DON’T CARE. i thought i would hate waking up this early, but i have to say i feel the best i have felt since…well. idk how long. i’ve figured out that dieting really is not that hard. i just switched simple things, like cooking with olive oil instead of butter. or whole wheat instead of white bread. i cheat on my diet about twice a week where i will have an ice coffe or COOKIES NOM. sweets are my weakness. i know no one cares about this post but i would just like to tell tumblr i am proud of myself. on another note… I AM SO READY TO GRADUATE. i am going on a trip to dc in may to earn my last credit :) not so bad. it was supposed to be from may 7-13th but SAMMY STEDEM AND GEORGE GIBBS get married on the 12th and im pretty sure they would take turns at cutting my head off if i missed that. summer can’t come soon enough. i am very ready for the summer and beginning my life journey :)
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I am working on a resume and realizing how little i’ve accomplished in college. I mean, yeah, i’ve done enough to get by, gotten pretty good grades, but i really havent accomplished shit. I wish i put more on display, did more events, and painted more. blah. i hope i get a job. the real world scares me.
these kids that i babysit have not been raised…i have never once heard a thank you and they are constantly rude. COME ON PARENTS. raise your fucking kids. i would not be here if the money wasn’t good. i bought them ice cream last week, i have baked them cookies, made them dinner and NEVER received a thank you. they are violent and it sounds terrible but i could see the oldest one being the crazy person that shoots up a school. their mom lets them watch family guy, american dad, king of the hill, and law and order special victims unit. i shouldn’t be complaining about getting to watch SVU while babysitting but at ages 6 and 10 they should not be watching a show about rape, murder, and suicide. SORRY. YOU ARE A SHITTY MOTHER. ive told them not to watch these shows and their mother says it’s fine. cool. raise your kid to kill. URGGGG. sign one of a young ax murderer: choking your dog in your room and your babysitter finding you. I CANT MAKE THIS SHIT UP. ok. im done ranting.
sooo…woke up at 5:30 for this “eXit program” thing. memo. don’t eat dairy before a work out. kill me now. but all in all…not so bad. i love the people in my workout class and almost had fun dying. to end this post i would like to say: if i knew boy meets world came on at 7:30 every morning i probably would have started this waking up early thing sooner. to law class i go…
ok maybe i should start working out again. it’s the holidays and i’ve thrown all that watching my weight shit out the window. but now im getting what i like to call blubber…that’s the mush you get around your abdomen when you eat too much. i ate an entire stick of fudge tonight. MUST START WORKING OUT…. or eat. ill wait till after christmas ;) hhmmmm….food..or bathing suit season??
